Porcupine Tree - Prodigal lyrics

I don't know whose side I'm on I don't think that I belong round here If I left the stage would that be wrong ? I tried to find myself a better way I got religion but I went astray They took my money and I lost my faith Rain keeps crawling down the gla** The good times never seem to last Close your eyes and let the thought pa** I tried the capsule and I tried the smoke I tried to aid escape like normal folk But I never seemed to get the joke These are my old clothes This is a new low This is my blood flow This is my headstone I spend my days with all my friends They're the ones on who my life depends I'm gonna miss them when the series ends Rain keeps crawling down the gla** (Pull yourself together) The good times never seem to last (You know it's not so bad) Close your eyes and let the thought pa** (Close your eyes and let it pa**)