Polyphia - Nightmare Remix lyrics

I'm Better off alone Seems My heart got left at a foster home The margin rose way more than I bargained for We started slow till Feelings got too hard to show How far we came no match for how far we go Headed down the same road til I lost control To parts unknown feeling its too hard to cope Sparked my soul the minute my exhaustion showed Wish I could just close my eyes and disappear but instead Ended up in a Nightmare By the time that I fell for you I found out that my dream girl turn to Nightmare Can't sleep my minds racing I'm fallin in love again For the best But I guess I'm on my own now Close curtains shut my phone down See The act I was truly hatin boiled down to your lack of communication While You acting like im truly sacred, but the fact is you said it when your Usually wasted Even though I was so dumb to believe it i wasn't leavin til it made me Balemic Cause The way that you were feedin me that bullsh** would make me Wanna go And throw up when I see it Your too horny to be an angel all a fable so you can go replace that halo Thought signin a deal on the dotted line was hard but youre more afraid of Labels Were becoming just so unstable, rather walk on a path of Legos Put my stomach in more knots than cats cradle watched it play out like bad Cable I am not able , to sleep I was thinking we could make it but I may have been mistaken All the open liquor cases while I'm sipping my livers achin Follow stages in relationships the only constants changes Had the future looking tainted all the questions we are raising Has our fate misguided living a lie one try Too many was it time were we ready was it blind were we steady Was it all another lesson 'think-ing a second we were headed to confessing Our depression was subjected from ourselves Think it's harder to admit it wasn't working then to blame the other person Find a reason to be believein the bigger purpose Wasn't perfect Words twisted like I'm writing all my verses into cursive Feelin worthless always searching for acceptance Miss the nurture from your other half gotta be just fine Only team I find is with me and I when I dream at night and I see her eyes i Get lost in this night-mare