I don't wanna lie with you Or lay with you, not anymore I don't wanna hold your head up Let you in, or care for your bedsores I don't wanna look at you Or see your picture on the wall I don't wanna be the girl Who can't wake up and walk to the store And I can't be okay When taking names is All I've got to give And I can't be the one To preach to you to Fight and not give in You can't speak, but I'm still listening You can't recall just what you're missing I don't wanna lie I don't wanna lie And I can't be okay When taking names is All I've got to give And I can't be the one To preach to you to Fight and not give in But at 5 am when silence hits And wells have all run dry I'll say "baby blue just walk away" There's no fixes left to try