I thought that you were driving But you've given me the wheel There's rain clouds out there That you don't wanna feel Your anger's like a razor blade It's just too bloody real I thought that you would be here No, I just don't get it Hey, I also feel things More than I should I don't relax very often As often as I could I worry how the whole thing looks It doesn't look good But I thought that you would be here No, I just don't get it And being clear gets too much for me Just like it does for you And even though I want to, I want to I don't I don't feel like Coming down, no I don't I don't feel like Hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down So I sit here in this, Chaos and piss Watching the storm, pa**ing Storms are beautiful Right here is beautiful I came all this way to be with you And you're already gone If I was a good friend, I could right this wrong I'd kick away your crutches And make you walk on your own I really thought you'd be here I just don't get it Though it looks warm in The rabbit hole I could go down with you And even though I want to I want to, I won't I don't feel like Coming down, no I don't I don't feel like Hiding out, so I won't I can't turn this volume down So I sit here in this, Chaos and piss Watching the storm, pa**ing It's beautiful Yeah, I'm a willow tree Yeah, you can't blow me over And my roots go deep in anger And I wanna feel the wind As it whips me like a prisoner I wanna be here, I wanna be here No I don't feel like Coming down, no I don't I don't feel like Hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down So I sit here in this, Chaos and piss Watching the storm pa**ing Storms are beautiful This life is beautiful It is...