Phora - New The Cold lyrics

My lil homie caught a case he fightin life dawg Couldn't tell u if its wrong if its right But angels ain't around here at night dawg So all we got is devils in our sight But me i went from a felon to yo favorite rapper See im from a place where n***as just dont make it out of See im from a place where if u doin good than they more likely theyll k** u cuz the money what they chasin after Had a friend lose his life over a 20 set Wit 7 shots to his abnomen ain't no comin back See i used to run the streets wit em sippin on 40's but ever since they took his life i been done wit that Nah i ain't to Proud of ma past but i did what i did Where im from u either gettin shot or givin the bid Really n***a we jus tryina live But why it seem like cops gettin promoted for k**in a kid its like God works against us Why i feel like cops dont protect us All this anger in my heart too young to understand the real reason why my pops really left us The judge gave him seven years hopin he'll sell tunes to a grave Just another minority in a cage And i know this sh** prolly won't ever change but i won't sit around like its okay I been lookin for a way n***a I been lookin for a way Does god even hear me pray when i spoke to him Does god even feel my pain when i go thru it And do u know what it... Feels like to put a gun to ur head but ain nobody sayin dont do it I hit the bottom but i got back on ma feet n***a I wanted peace i ain't plan on packin a piece n***a It gets deep These people wanna be street But theres a difference between bein a real n***a n a street n***a Pray the lord forgive me for ma sins Knowin that id do it all again Me i never break i never bend The pressure comin in But i think its funny how they judge me not knowin bout my pain n where i been Im losin all ma friends I dont wanna end up here again I feel like the cycle never ends It never really ends I just got the call my lil homie lost his life n all im thinkin is revenge Sippin henny n takin shots till i can't feel I mean i still feel the pressure but i just can't feel Can't believe what im seein n what im hearin man Im starin at the news like HOMIE THIS sh*t JUS AINT REAL! I been losin ma faith... ma friends fadin away N even tho im not too sure he knows that i exist i jus hope the lord forgives me for ma sins