Phora - In Loving Memory lyrics

Every day that i see the sunshine up in the sky You running through my mind And im wondering why (why the devil didn't take me life)x2 Every day that i see the sunshine up in the sky You running through my mind And im wondering why (why the devil didn't take my life)x2 Like what i do so good & i swore i felt like praying It didn't do no good as the devil laughed And when you pa**ed I could of sworn i seen an angel Running through your hood Every since then im praying every day That my feeling so stressed I need to get away will it ever stop? Will it ever change ? Probably not but im still prayin for better days But i can't sleep i hear your laughing at night & ill give everything in my life To have you back ill give it all up Girls money & fame Because without you ain't nothing the same Its sad to say it dont work like that & you'd probably be proud of me If you heard my raps Its had to live hard to laugh and smile without you every now and then I think of you and right and wrong Everyday that i see the sunshine up in the sky you running through my mind And im wondering why (why the devil didn't take my life)x2 Everyday that i see the sunshine up in the sky You running through my mind and im wondering why (why the devil didn't take my life)x2 I reminisce on the days We were running from the police Tagging on the bus late nights on these cold streets when i needed advice you were there Why did they have to go and take your life It isnt fair Now i feel like part of me is gone But your memory lives on Through the lyrics of this song And its wrong the way you had to go Loneliness is now the only friend i know They say i think about it to much ' I just think i have to let it go But ever since you went away Its hard to make it on my own own I hear a [?] despise the stress But a palm me i learned to utilize The many things you taught me Ive learned to forgive and learned to love When i think of you i know You smilin from above I remember when we used to ditch school Cause our teacher said it something We would never get through We was gone they never caught us in cla** today and the sad thing is that neither Of us got to graduate man i miss you Im just trying to survive ohh what id do To have you come back to alive This might sound selfish but i want you back home cause i need you But you ina better place And we get to meet soon I want you back home cause i need you but you in a beter place and we gunna meet soon Everyday that i see the sunshine up in the sky you running through my mind And im wondering why (why the devil didn't take my life)x2 Everyday that i see the sunshine up in the sky you running through my mind And im wondering why (why the devil didn't take my life)x2