Phora - Despair lyrics

Verse 1: Last night I tried to call you, but I ain't get no answer I tried to call again, & sent a text two minutes after & it kinda drives me crazy, cause I know you see me calling you Giving me the silent treatment, I just wanna talk to you I know I'm not perfect, & I hurt you before But I can't help the situation if I'm getting ignored What happened to us and the love we used to have for each other? Road trips, and the plans with each other I guess their gone, already made your decision But aye, the more I tried the more you drifted away & It was probably never you intention to stay & knowing that, it's hard to get through my day Constantly on my mind, Im always thinking on what we coulda been Hate all the mistakes I made, I dwell on what I shoudla did I bet that you regret the very day that you found me You'd honestly probably do better without me Hook(x2): But I'm trynna give you all the happiness that's left in me Although it isn't much, nah it isn't much & with that said thank you for the memories Guess that's the end of us, yeah that's the end of us Verse 2: Look, I just wish that we could see our pride to the side But I'm too stubborn yo I tried & I tried Maybe I just didn't give you enough of my time Or maybe I was just getting to outta line But either way I take the blame for the mistakes I made Scarred from the past & our memories are razor blades & your voice is like a 4-5 to my dome piece The very day you left I started drinking with the homies Cause I got no where to run to, no where to pour my feelings out So I keep em bottled up inside until I spill em out & I can be there for you, to kiss you & hug you But the worst part is that you said you never felt like I loved you Hook(x2): But I'm trynna give you all the happiness that's left in me Although it isn't much, nah it isn't much & with that said thank you for the memories Guess that's the end of us, yeah that's the end of us