Phoebe Ryan - Dead lyrics

[Verse 1] I've made mistakes, been dishonest Self-estranged, did what I wanted I was a fake, I slept just the same I'm not a saint, no, I'm not a saint [Pre-Chorus] Oh, no it doesn't make sense Oh, no I don't understand [Chorus] When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead [Verse 2] I've been a wreck, took things too far Made a mess, felt like a star I've broken hearts and goddamn I slept the same I'm not a saint, no, I'm not a saint [Pre-Chorus + Chorus] Oh, no it doesn't make sense Oh, no I don't understand When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead [Bridge] So, suddenly it's all picture perfect Life is so good and I don't deserve it [Chorus] When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead [Outro] I must be dead I must be dead (I must be dead I don't believe it) I must be dead (I tell myself I could be dreaming) I must be dead (I must be dead I don't believe it)