Phil Ade - Coming Home lyrics

[Verse 1] I got a bag full of polos And a head full of doubt I'm headin' out To a city that I don't know But where the dames know my name And my n***as on game All the same I'mma be alone though Phone home every chance I get But every city I go I find a group of hoes And when you phone I don't answer sh** Damn... my apologies I'm chasin' that dollar with a pile of G's Gotta blend in, but still stand out Nothin' like the man that my momma sees Fake smiles, weak daps I don't f** with ya'll and ya'll weak raps Black N Mild, I smoke three packs We don't sleep no more, we take speed naps Staying in my lane but I speed past Let the drinks pour and the weed pa** Thinking how the hell did I get here With security and girls trying to sneak past Sold out shows, the road I chose Wearing sh** once then we throwing out clothes In photos I pose when I'm going out doors Roll ouy dro when I'm pouring out Rose I should've been graduating With a girl that mom should be glad I'm dating Instead I'm here with a stripper in my lap Told me hit her when I'm back from the path I'm taking Till I'm coming [Hook] Cause I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home [Verse 2] They told me be in it but not of it Go and get it do not covet I know I got what got a lot of the few So a lot of you can shove it Leaving Dulles, sitting in Coach All crunched up, Cinammon Toast Chasing my dreams, facing my fears It's been two years, now we getting in close But, some of the people that got me here Gossip and talk like it's not me here "Phil changed he ain't putting us on" Well here you go, you got put in a song n***a, I ain't Dame Dash And I ain't even got the same cash Let me hold my own So I can come home And give somebody else the same chance Royal Fam til I die I don't talk that sh** I be it I rep Maryland, but I leave a lot cause I want the world to see it I be in Chitown with my fam hustle LA with my cuz Yonas In New York every other week cause these record labels be up on us Send me a bonus My opponents, ain't up on us They up in smoke When the beat crack, I make love to it And that's why they say I'm f**in' dope Ain't nothin' to joke We don't cry, we smoke something to cope Let me go where I need to go Promise when I'm back I ain't leaving home [Hook] [Bridge] I've seen a palace in London I've seen a castle in Wales But I'd rather wake up beside you And breathe that ol' familiar smell I never thought you could leave me I figured I was the one But I understand your sadness So I guess I should just hold my tongue But I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home I know that we're takin' chances You told me life was a risk I just have one last question Will it be my heart Or will it be his? [Verse 3] I could wipe your tears away But couldn't wipe your fears away All this hearsay, and talk sh** I wish I could take your ears away But it appears I'm too late The wisdom two-wayed I found it, now we've risen two ways Grown apart, I own a part in this But you be acting like you Joan of Arc and sh** I ain't even trying to war I'd rather ignore Naw I ain't tryin' to talk, sit We've been doing that way too long I was wrong, you were wrong, and we could if we all admit I be thinking it'd be good if we still could chill But that would only be good if I still could feel I got a heart like coal and a throw like Nolan So hoes are the ones that appeal to Phil I'm lost in the world I hope I don't lose myself I hope God forgives me And that he can still use my help I hope you don't forget me So that I live in your heart forever And if you patient with me We could finish what we started together I'm coming