[In Backround] I feel you Pablo [Petey Pablo] This Petey Pablo April the 9th, 19-2000 Diary of a sinner, huh, 1st entry [Verse 1] Dear diary, this the 1st time I had a chance to sit and just think with a clear mind has a homeboy stressed out for a little while, few things ain't work out could somebody come out or it's about 3:29, i'll give it about another hour I'm over here at your man house on your man couch, just puttin these thoughts down maybe this right here one day will be worth something before we start messin up you know you get big when you leave, it's a damn shame but that's the way that it gotta be huh, Look at Malcolm X, Martin Luther King Marvin Gaye, Tupac, B.I.G. and Big Pun damn this pen messy [Chorus] a motherf**er had thought and I had to write em down it's the diary, of a sinner a motherf**er had thought then I had to write em down liven life as a born loser liven in a world that I didn't see ohhh [Verse 2] damn, I'm back, I had to change pen, I done got ink everywhere all over my hand, and on my pant and how in the hell I get it way down there just can't get it right seem that everything I do just fall on one side but I can say one thing, I dont always get mine, and I dont ever stop tryin feel like I was here before my time people say when they hear my rhyme people see it when they look in my eye it's like ? like 35 years on a 26 year life i done walk so many miles in these shoes I'm surprise that the bottom ain't wore out I'm about to go take a walk right now [Chorus] [Verse 3] mmmm hmmm it wha good ta me, a little walk just what I needed, cool breeze, nobody on the street with me my own little world of peace but reality gotta be what it gotta be and nuttin in the book said, life will to be sweet I'm pleased with the life that was given to me i could of still been sleep on my way so please when none this here will matter to me cuz, know when I messed up, several times i just done something tonite and I know I know right from wrong and that's what k** me i still do the wrong thing am I crazy, can't believe I got a damn diary [Chorus] oh oh oh ohh liven life, liven life ohh a diary, a diary ohh and it's written on paper ohh can't you just see it all of my life oh, all of my life oh, all of my life all of [x3] all of my life oh lright oh it's the diary of a sinner [Petey Pablo] there it is, my life right there, right in your face the diary, I wanna thank everybody that went out and picked up the album got the album, and got a chance to understand who, who I'm is know what I'm sayin, everything I gave ya'll was the truth damn I ran out of time