Paul Gilbert - Black Rain Cloud lyrics

Can I listen to this song Without crying Can I listen to these words Without dying Maybe good times I'll remember Bad times I'll ignore Cause I don't want to feel Like a black rain cloud anymore Can I think about the way We were together Can I give a little rain For better weather Let the sun come shining through Just like it did before Cause I don't want to feel Like a black rain cloud anymore Did I hold on for so long for love Or was it just jealousy Was I doing everything for you Or did I do it for me Did I hold on for so long for love Or was it just jealousy Was I doing everything for you Or did I do it for me If I saw you walking by Before you saw me Would I run and try to hide And if you called me Could I answer you and say The rain will never pour Cause I don't want to feel Like a black rain cloud anymore Black rain cloud anymore Black rain cloud anymore