Paul Draper - Feeling My Heart Run Slow lyrics

You f**ed my head up and it turned to dust Can't even reason right or think straight I just see black when life should be so grey For my sins I've paid but in a cruel way For my sins I've paid but in a cruel way This Spooky Action goes a long long way Can you feel me hurting from a distance You kicked me violently when I was down You put the boot in in a hard way You put the boot in in a hard way Filling the holes in the cracks in my ceiling Papering cracks so the pain doesn't leak in Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I'm feeling like… Letting my blood run cold, feeling like… You told me I've got no soul So I'm feeling like letting my heart run slow You suspend reality like it's ok Say it over and over until it beds in You could call it blackmail in your own sweet way But I call it sadism and big fun But I call it sadism and big fun A lack of truth becomes a dead dead weight Say it over and over til it's convincing When that truth is known then it will all shake out Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt Filling the holes in the cracks in my ceiling Papering cracks so the pain doesn't leak in Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I'm feeling like… Letting my blood run cold, feeling like… You told me I've got no soul So I'm feeling like letting my heart run slow