I gave my eyes to the media I gave my heart to the fame Walked into church like a pop star I murdered Abel I'm the Cain I gave my word then I broke it Thought I was 10 ft 10 Quoted the Bible then revoked it Then I did it all again Then you took me in And taught me how to love Became everything That I'd been chasing after and dreaming of I got to the end And everything was meaningless Chasing after the wind Everything means nothing without you I took my food from the trash can I traded gold for the swine I kissed Jesus in the garden Then I shouted 'crucify' I threw my rocks at the sinners Then I sang with the saints I ate your grace for my dinners But I choked on your name