Paul Baribeau - Christmas Lights lyrics

Fresh snow on the suburbs Staying at my parents' It hasn't been a good year But things are alright here Sleeping in the spare room That used to be my bedroom Even though I'm home now I feel completely homeless [Chorus:] I'm looking at the moon Shining on the snow And everything was blue Except the Christmas lights Walking around the basement Where my band used to practice Sometimes I don't want to make new friends Sometimes I just miss my old friends But I'm seeing someone new now She calms my heart down But I'm too scared to tell her How crazy I can get sometimes [Chorus] I never feel better after I cry I spent six months of my life just wanting to die I'm learning how to be alone without being lonely I'm learning how to be lonely without losing my mind [Chorus]