Patrick Watson - I Just Wanna Die lyrics

[Verse One: G, The Wiz] I wish I was a kid again Not for the sake of a childhood I never had one All I've ever known are cop cars at my door I could never play outside with my friends and so much more They say it's a blessing if you follow your own road But to be honest I think it's false hope There's splinters in palms from climbing that rope And now that very thick string is wrapped around my throat Consequences of a kid who never found his home Now his body in the ground raising a grave stone Bless the kids who got their own Mom's and dad's that help them roam My hearts gone cold like zero degrees Just marry the guy who has a college degree Be free be free just not with me I'm bounded by my guilt and now I'm paying the price I wish Bob was still around to make it right But i fight Just to find Better faith Better light Better stop Better go Better be a better before I'm Gone gone gone Gone gone gone [Hook: Patrick Watson] I just wanna die for now I just wanna die for now I just wanna die for now And I know that you know [Verse Two: G, The Wiz] Moms telling me to step out of my delusions But all I ever breathe is dreams and confusion I have a lotta talent but yet I'm not amusing I'm abusing my confidence Trying to get right up off of it Because I'm losing and using All the money I ever made Working minimum wage Scrubbing toilets Serving coffee, donuts, and so much more This roller coaster life's got me feeling so nauseous I'm spitting everything from my heart to my conscious I let go of her how could I be so heartless? How could I be so heartless ? Now it's all about a dream Smoking weed Making cream Drinking tea Self esteem Social commodities Does she love me or hate me Does she need me or want me Am I a safe bet if all else fails Am I your last choice because he's not there If there's someone on your mind be sure to let me know Because in this crazy life you're all I've ever known You're all I've ever known [Hook: Patrick Watson] I know that you know So damn hard Hard to let you go I just wanna die for now I just wanna die for now I just wanna die for now