Pastor Troy - For Survival lyrics

This sh** is for all the motherf**in n***az out there Doin what the f** they gotta do to feed the family [pastor troy] Hangin up out the window, ready to blow I'm hara**ed by crackers, the stress of the pastor -look in my eyes- I'm in the rain sellin my shadow But it's gone still follow me, so i battle -nah, you gone make it- Naw f** that, cuz you lyin Look at how many made it, and look at how many tryin -so i guess you feel- No now i don't feel, never fell never will Ask phil i kept it real yeah it's still blood spill -who they k**?- All my folks -how they die?- Quickly, never really lived they life But they died particularly anyone who kept it real -trap- And so many old friends, prayin for my profit Motherf**er talked to undercovers -so you sell d**?- No, i show love, don't nobody love me Papa wasnt there for me, momma never hugged me Buggin me bout what i do, loan me a g or two Just like i f**in thought all you do is f**in talk Chorus: repeat 4x I do what i wanna do, i do what i have to do And if that mean blast at you, my n***a we blast at you I do what i wanna do, i do what i have to do And if that mean blast at you, my n***a we blast at you [pastor troy] When the pressure becomes too much upon my heart Where the f** i'm 'posed to go? Flex em like these other folks, f** that sh** twist mo' smoke I'm to' now, take mo to d**h will probably scare me Say i dont give a f** no mo' my n***a i am ready God already prepared me for hell so hell i'm straight Give me a house and crush up the house nuthin but weight And i'ma be the only pastor that'll be burnin No mistakes yeah you heard it, cuz it wasn't misworded Because ain't nobody perfect, who knows if god forgave you Just because you done f**ed up you askin him to save you Behave you, or i'll be forced to grab my rifle And anything i do will be done in my survival (chorus)