Party Next Door - Suicidally Beautiful lyrics

[Verse] I ain't even tripping, who the hell I'm kidding If you planning to give this up what's the point of living All I know is you in love, I don't think I can you and love you I got c**aine in my veins for you girl I gave you [?] its your turn The truth is I'm useless I'm a mess I tried everything that I seen [?] But you said that you made up your mind Now I'm trying to convince myself that I'm more than fine Its suicidally beautiful girl I can't have you anyplace but my world, damn You're my oxygen And I feel like you don't love me If feels like I'm in love To someone who don't love me If feels like I found love With someone who don't love me Its suicidally beautiful girl I can't have you anyplace but my world, damn You're my oxygen And I feel like you don't love me