Paperboys - Trust Me lyrics

I sit alone with my thoughts and try to capture the essence and knowledge itself I look for something solid so a bottle won't help And I dont wanna bother nobody else so I'm alone again Feeling like a part of me is gone with my friends So I pretend that I'm dead but it makes no difference The only way to clear my head is in these weights I'm lifting I feel my fake shifting out of my head The way I used to be so proud now its clear, I dont understand Things ain't what they used to be I notice pain really ain't new to me I'm living life n' bang so foolishly! So lord lead me, give me the strength I know that you allready given me sense and I appreciate it It's all so wet now when recreated, but whats the science? I know it ain't much by hey I'm tryin Feelin so f**ed and I ain't lying, there's darkness in me And everyday it's getting harder to breath.. (See one day) See we survive but it never ends (We're gonna find our way) And catch a vibe feelin' heaven sent (And then a place to stay) See I've been livin just dealin' with what I'm given Thinkin this is really somethin when it isn't (If I may) Just fly 'em by (And let me find my way) And it's why they might (And there ain't nothin I can say) My window, why we live this way? I swear to god I never fracture my honesty So they ask what the f**'s wrong with me But see the way I act how I'm gonna be And normally I wouldn't bother with nothing at all But now I'm in the rain feelin' part of the water that falls And every f**in breath I take, I realize I know that lifes full of lessons You can never be safe, so I'm lyin here wide-awake tryin' to find a place While I'm planning my escape I recline into this state So I need me a place I can chill and take it easy Breathe freely, hear the swell, smellin seaweed With trees and the leaves, that we ought to be given But for now I'm just lost in the rythm (See one day) See we survive but it never ends (We're gonna find our way) And catch a vibe feelin' heaven sent (And then a place to stay) See I've been livin just dealin' with what I've been given Thinkin this is really somethin when it isn't (If I may) Just fly 'em by (And let me find my way) And it's why they might (And there ain't nothin I can say) My window, why we live this way? Sometimes I wonder what it's all for Coz when it rains it pours And I don't wanna play these games anymore See, I just wanna be a**ured it was worth it And maybe just for one day, I get it right and life will be perfect Coz I don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been And I can feel the wind blowing holding on with my friends Coz in the end it's in them and in my family I trust That makes me proud, goddamnit it's us! I know I'm blessed, every part of me Chest, neck and arteries Like moses when he parted the sea (someone's watching) Life ain't what it started out to be I've come to realize that it's all up to me So I'm running down my options Waiting opportunities, give my man a helping hand of j**elry Trying to understand and join the lunacy Coz soon as people see and tune in to the frequency They realize what humans do to humans deep in secrecy They might just see there ain't much hope left to go around Things ain't getting better and the globebank's slowing down But knowing what we know now, we ought to know better But since we gotta go, let's go together