Paperboys - Fly Away lyrics

Sometimes I wanna disappear And I'm like anywhere but here Feel like all these years has been spent in the wrong hemisphere But I hold memories near so I can picture Palm trees, calm seas, letting the breeze hit you Its almost like jesus was with you so peaceful Big red feeding my scriptures No people, see no evil, nonoisy violence Rather enjoy the silence at bongoyo island Smiling while watching water As I hear the waves break man I'm straight Just what the doctor ordered I'm feeling safe and warm a replacement away from harm Its like I taste gods grace and charm I'm trying to get out I'm trying to fly away I'm tired / so tired / I'm tired baby I need to fly away I'm trying to get out I'm trying to fly away I'm tired, so tired I'm tired baby I need to fly away Run away and don't look back -no past- no worries Heading for the future But where is kind of blurry right now But ima do what I got to do sh** I hope to find me some peace someday I lay awake trying to find me some sun rays But hey it's grey and it stays that way So ain't sh** for me to do but getting haze to blaze Its like I'm fit to be the fool But I maintain stick to the rules Just looking for some knowledge a house with a pool something solid I'm tired of being an alcoholic Tired of all this, tired of coping my disorders I'm cutting corners even tough I'm sure This is all I my mind guess I'm the norm Scared of falling behind But what the f** is this we follow so blind Yo god I need to borrow some time I'm real tired