Panic Lift - Awake lyrics

There's a crossroads in mind Accumulating fear There are shadows in my past But I can't keep them there I know I want to change But still I stay the same I know there's things I want Without giving what I have With everything I see I'm lost without a clue Just wanna shut out every single one o f you Locking all my doors Turn off all my lights My only comfort is when I fall asleep at night And we all just fall apart And we all just fade away Just as building turn to dust We returned to the ground someday I should just live my life I should just play the game But still I do what's right And regret it everyday I'd rather have no friends I 'd like to sever ties I'd like to be alone To wither away and die I find my peace when I'm alone Finally on my time My mind no longer burns with the anxiety of life