Paleface - Dead Man’s Diary lyrics

We're sitting in my mind and trying to forget what I left behind for anyone to find They grip my pen and force what I cannot hide anymore I'm so scared of what's becoming of me These fu*kers keep suppressing me Get the fu*k out The key of my agony keeps finding me in the dark depths of my sick, strange sanity I'm being pushed six feet deep and I'm about to break Everything you see from me is being taken away from me You want us to regret it Regret everything that we еver did You want us to forget it Forget еverything that I will ever spit You want me to keep facing the bone pit While I am still struggling with all of this You want us to regret it I regret that i ever lived You want us to forget it Everything around is falling apart I'm giving negative fu*ks I've been dead for so long I hear the voices screaming out loud I see these faces haunting my soul There are no regrets to be found They've been dead for so long Every time is like I'm fading and try not to forget the pain I'm feeling from the get-go Let's go! Everything's about to break I think I'll never be the same again (but) I won't forget your face though You want us to forget it, I won't forget you Everything around is falling apart Everything I know is being taken away from me Forget it Forget it b*tch We are still swallowing the pain you've knit for me The knife you stuffed down my throat gets deeper every time you laugh at me I regret it I regret it Please make me stop writing the dead man's diary I'm writing the dead man's diary Continue to laugh at me until you take my motherfu*king life