Pajuxy - Lanquidity lyrics

[I: pajuxy] 5:45 AM getting ready for school's lies Putting on his ties every morning, eternal anxiety He hates society and he hates his father Always on his back about his grades, so he stays in the shades Doesn't want the sun to hit his skin with invisible arrows The crows scare him in his dreams so he screams But never any reply, so he tries to hide his dried cries It's a guise, it's no surprise [II: pajuxy] Lanquidity, life's rancidity, mental lucidity Travels through humility to see if life is really worth it Create a god to believe in who gives you help when you give him worship Yea, so forget the affluence, he doesn't want it or need it Even if he had received it He always tries to perceive his pride even after he has retrieved it So bring it back like memory to a kid that's an amnesiac Fade to black, just study that like your girl's aphrodisiacs Shooting lasers through that Afrofuturism What's an absolute truth in a world of metaphysical solipsism? Ostracism cause of skepticism criticism Forget the -isms, find the hay in a stack of needles Lanquidity - a state or quality fixed on being equal Or maybe it's to seek in the world, pa** it to music, then to the people Life of pajuxy and not every hit film needs a sequel [III: pajuxy] Ghost of Shoko, reincarnation until I'm slipping into nirvana Listening to Cobain in cold rain, they smoking on marijuana So please gimme shelter when the rain falls upon the stones When blood is spilt in war and cracks appear upon the bones Fresher than eucalyptus trees at the Mountain of Despair and not Olympus Grimace at the irreligious indifference Become one with the cerebrum and speak the truth with the tongue and lung Wrung his neck till his words started pouring out And his heart? He tore it out You know it's a problem when every love you have is unrequited When your emotions become guests that were never even invited I share the same problems as some people in the world, despite it Hoping Pandora's box don't open, or else evil, how can I fight it? sh**, must have woke up in the wrong dream Boy Meets World, subconscious meets my self esteem [IV: pajuxy] And somehow they can find every excuse to abuse you This is sad rap and sometimes a little pain isn't what you're used to Be free of responsibilities, but my only problem is the addition To the fact friends subtract and mess up my emotional coalition That I also think about my dimensional coexistence Oh and did I mention I wasn't perfect? The view through these pupils is certainly now divergent It's all crystal Claritin clear, don't need light in my darkness I ridicule those who still can't start to spark this The Greek fire in my heart is in response to its former murmur Sailing through brain fluids to deepen my knowledge further [Bridge: pajuxy](2x) Lanquidity, life's rancidity, mental lucidity Travels through humility to see if life is really worth it Create a god to believe in who gives you help when you give him worship [Outro: Nimpeo] Searching within myself for reasons Even if the reasons don't exist Finding an empty void in their place Is just as satisfying But what matters to me is misunderstood Does a thing exist if it is mistaken? Then does this horizon I look forward to Belong in any reality of mine? - Peter X./Beatrix de LaNuit