Painbastard - Parting from You lyrics

I am taking you to your grave I remember everything, feel only pain I know your d**h came as release And it was the way you chose it It is wrong to indulge in self pity Cause you were the one who suffered acute pain You were the one who suffered alone Who suffered secretly, who suffered in silence I could scream, I could cry But I weep in secret Nothing can wipe off my tears Nothing can prevent the trauma No light interferes with the dark No day break the seemingly endless nights Words don't die down I realize nothing at all You have given birth to me And now I am taking you to the grave You have given birth to me and suffered Now you left this world under great pain I miss you Oh god, I miss you It lacerates my heart I want to turn back the clock Why you of all the people of the world I do not want to let you leave at all All the pain is tearing me apart Let me wake up from this nightmare Now I lay you to rest Say goodbye for the last time