Pagan Lorn - The Eternal lyrics

Midmost in the firestream I live in an anxious way Trying to give birth to The child of my redemption But too calm I am Too unreal I feel Constant alienation Is the result of my abstinence Once I was the cyclone - Once I was this god Once I was the one - Screwing you around Consuming your immunity - The truth in your lies The sadness in your ecstasy The love in your mouth Once I was true - Once I was pure Once I was you - Now just a duplicate of myself Lives in your world Hiding myself Behind these words Your blood still flows in me Your love still lives in me Your hand still covers me Your pride I wanna be Why does it matter now It will end someday, somehow This silence I can not bear This dwelling I can not bear This warfare of hellish rage Walls of a remaining cage Pieces of dust and respect Hounting through my head What is wrong with you Are you sightless too Tell me what to do When I look at you Give me your moon To shine in my room I have been dead for so long That any sensation has gone I know if I could That I certainly would Know what turns eternally Into infernally I am my end I am the rock I will crack on I am eternal without comeback I am forever, no come back And like a brave old soldier I stand up and accept that Someone capitulates for me I accept your judgement over my difference My childish eyes have turned into Black holes a long time ago My thoughts have turned into infliction Many years before But I know that time and Knowledge belong together Celebrating the prisoner Now a cold fire burns On a black moon I accept your rules I salute my end I endure my punishment Look down on me Play your game with me I am eternity Your pride I can never be