Pa**ion Hifi - Trailer Park lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm sitting here on Christmas Eve just beefed on twitter with Talib Kweli over some bullsh** that involved race I'm not racist but I can't speak for him but it was pointless & then for 3 hours I was the 7th most mentioned person on twitter from the sh** I don't care if people are aware of that. I don't now how I could help but care that I had my mixtape online for 1 day and only 4 downloads. I felt like I ain't worth sh**. 5 whole months of stressing and working my a** off and this is what I get. I released it the same day as Joell Ortiz & Wale. What do I have to say one had like 10k and the other like 5k. I felt I put all this work in and no one gave a sh**. I'm not going to sit here and throw a fit but I ain't whining and moping ether but Should I make a diss track like ether fu*k NO I don't want to do career suicide before it started. I just have my eyes opened wide & just need to have more pride. Jesus help me get over this I don't want to get depressed again and cover it up for like 4 years and no one knew [Hook] I want to keep my life going up. My single is starting to do alright but does it mean what I'm doing is right I ask myself these questions like Do I belong in Hip Hop? Should I be like Taylor swift and sell out then do pop? Should I have kept doing Rock? Should I even be doing music? Should I get my screws fixed. I don't get how this couldn't be horse sh**. My sh** ain't wack. I write dope sh** and take a long time doing it I put most of my time, money, & heart into sh**. f** I spend 2 whole weeks just to fully mix a freestyle best one I've ever spit Damn... [Verse 2] If I didn't start this not giving a f** attitude Would I be here today? Or Would I end up another guy dead on the highway? Jesus helped he cope through it or I wouldn't have made it through it? If I didn't discover Hip Hop Would I be sitting here writing this song? or be one of the few who didn't make it along? I got strong and music & Jesus helped me through it They say music is therapy and it is true because I had a real therapist for about a year and it was f**ing worthless. Just another person to make me worth less. Talking to this idiot just made me more stressed I really had no happiness until I discovered Em, Pac, & 50 then I started to think better Cope through alot of the sh** going along in life during the time. I hate writing sh** like this but I talk real sh** [Hook] [Outro] That is the kind of spark to a kid in the Trailer Park Damn...