Pa**enger (SE) - In My Head lyrics

I'm so brilliant I'm a joke My tongue is golden I'm about to choke And I'm holy I'm a wreck My voice is velvet I have a rope around my neck I'm so tired of this world in my head I am the man that lost So tired, so tired of myself Am I the man that lost? I'm a king I'm a kick to the curb I see things clear My world is disturbed And I'm a mountain Yeah I'm a pile I long for tomorrow Haven't seen it in a while