Overthrow - Counter Productive lyrics

A counter productive role, the only one I play So I'm going nowhere fast, I take it day to day Searching for something new, so I can run And when I finally think I'm there, I'm back where I started from Gotta find a way, a better way Cannot maintain and it's a question of integrity You can't catch up, running out of time But you're gonna try (anyway) Staring from the outside again, I don't want in But I keep on getting pushed, you know I can't win Compromise who you are and don't ask why You know you're finally grown up when you start to live the lie You're gonna try [x4]