I tried to ignore it all The weight brought me to a fall All the guilt and the shame It's us who are to blame There was no excuse For your life to abuse Played the executioner Guilty of legal murder Thoughts of nothingness Feelings of emptiness Gray clouds hang over me Images of what came to be The pain I feel, I can't hide It hurts to cover up, what's inside I wish I could take it back Seeing your eyes rool into the black Who were we to decide your fate Told you we loved but all was take Mourning again, it's a loss Shoul've done better whatever the cost We let you down in the worst way All of this is why I'm saddened today In my world there's cause for alarm When I watched you die in my arms All of this is making my soul bleed All I ask of you is will you forgive me