Reality sets the ride I took a peek outside Quickly I turn away Sometimes I shake My feelings make my heart brake Sealed myself The doors are locked The curtains closed I turn my back The truth erodes I sit quetly With my face in my hands Patiently waiting Draining out like hourgla** sands Memories forgotten Forfeit my soul Can't seem to break this I refuse to let it go I wasn't prepared In truth i was scared My life was given I cried but you didn't listen