Ovens - Everything's the Same lyrics

And I know You'll be fine I hope that you won't be left behind The songs I write sound like sh** And now that you're gone, I know that I won't be missed And everything's the same And nothings gonna change But freely sins[?] are after me or i'm going insane The meeting isn't near The message isn't clear My ---- ---- ----'s[?] been like this year after year I don't know where I should go So please just let me know