Outsider - Maintain lyrics

[Hook: Uzlen & Outsider] Grew up in the slums n***as never had sh** Had a whole crew but lost all that sh** Shout out to my day 1's They the ones I maintain with, maintain with, maintain with Grew up in the slums n***as never had sh** Had a whole crew but lost all that sh** Shout out to my day 1's They the ones I maintain with, maintain with, maintain with [Verse 1: BoSton] Yea, ay, tryin to maintain the words And I'm just thinking bout my life Sittin in my past and I'm just wondering if it's right Trying to look into the book, but man this sh** is all a lie Trying to look up into the truth, but I guess the truth Is just a eye, a big eye that's looking at me Man it's just a fused, I put it like a bomb I let this b**h loose, shoot it off one time It's like it shoots flame, you rapping to a song But no one knows your name You just a still underground rapper Trying to make some cash, trying to swerve away While you swerving in the back Put it on one time, but all you spit is trash Man I'm trying to Maintain, trying to Maintain all this cash [Hook: Uzlen & Outsider] Grew up in the slums n***as never had sh** Had a whole crew but lost all that sh** Shout out to my day 1's They the ones I maintain with, maintain with, maintain with Grew up in the slums n***as never had sh** Had a whole crew but lost all that sh** Shout out to my day 1's They the ones I maintain with, maintain with, maintain with [Verse 2: Outsider] Had some visions now they gone Had some b**hes I did wrong Had some thoughts in a dark place Had some flaws in my hearts way I mean, I'm just trying to Maintain I'm just trying to keep the same place I'm just trying to ease the way But this people just up in my face, never learned sh** I did it myself, always earned sh**, I been take to myself Never had a gun, these bars, they harm Never need love I had myself, Never need sh** I'm just trying to Maintain, trying Maintain Trying Maintain, trying Maintain Trying Maintain, trying Maintain Trying Maintain, trying Maintain [Verse 3: Outsider] Fell from the heavens, these people just up in my face Seeing all these Blessings you know they just coming my way Done with today, done with the way they up in my face Done with the way, done with the mood Down for you, but I up like the hood of a car When you fixing it, tell me "who you chilling with?" b**hes acting innocent, when they f**ed the middlemen sh** drives me crazy I know, been caring too much lately Been up in my feelings lately, so I'm just going to chill baby Cause I'm just trying Maintain, I'm just trying Maintain I'm just trying to Maintain, I'm just trying Maintain