Our Mirage - Revivor lyrics

I had a childhood full of love I grew up with a family that's been watching me from above I went to school I made new friends They told me that friendship never ends So they started talking and my friends stabbed me in the back So my innocent soul got its first crack So I started asking myself 'What did I do to deserve this?' I could say that I’m a mess But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this And they ripped my heart out of my chest But I made my choice So now I let you hear my voice I fell into an endless hole made of tears Cried by my lost and shattered soul Even if they knew that I was f**ing down They were spitting into my face Wishing that I would drown So I decided to make their wish come true I couldn’t take what I was going through So I took a wire and put it around my neck At the age of 10, this could have been my end I could say that I’m a mess But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this And they ripped my heart out of my chest But I made my choice So now I let you hear my voice So I started asking myself 'What did I do to deserve this?' This could have been my end but I chose the right way And these scars could mend I know that I could say that my life is all a mess But the experience of it turned out for all the best