Otep - Milk Of Regret lyrics

Was I just your surrogate? Was I your revenge? Was I just your surrogate? Was I just revenge? I... have... no regrets... yet I... have... no regrets... You'll wish we never took this ride... You make me do this, you make me do this, you make me... I wish I was afraid of suicide, long ago before I died We should never be this high I wish I was afraid of suicide Once was I... made of gla**, long ago, before I cracked... Once was I... made of gla**, long ago... before I cracked... you made me do THIS I just can't forget the blood, the stitches, the bite marks, the kisses, the gla** memories reflecting back the suffocating black, ill milk of regret Just smile and pretend, it never mattered it anyway Smile and pretend, we never mattered anyway You'll wish we never took this.. I'm starving, I'm starving... I'm starving for affection Your heart is made of ash And you were just a face to me, a sacrificial lamb Rejection, Revenge Deception, Damaged I might be going down in flames, but you will burn with me You'll wish we never took this RIDE! I just can't forget the blood, the stitches, the bite marks, the kisses, the gla** memories reflecting back the suffocating black, ill milk of regret Just smile and pretend, we never mattered anyway ..no one will know This is the perfect place to hide the crime and burn the remains... I was so naive I refused to feed Waiting for you to notice me I was so naive I refused to feed Waiting for you... LIKE A LOVESICK ANOREXIC I just can't forget the love you twisted the lies you enlisted To k** us quietly and beat me down I hope you drown in this sh** milk of regret I WON'T F**KING FORGET I'll hope you drown while you're world is burning down I'll hope you drown while you're world is burning down ...the whole world is burning ...your whole world is burning ...your whole world is burning ...your whole world is burning down