Sorry that was out of the blue, all those thing that I had told you I don't blame you if you're feeling confused, I would too, I would too Learning how untie that noose, properly groove by groove On your lips I taste the regret, as we lay there in a cold sweat And the floor tiles they feel just like, all the thoughts that I thought that I'd find The actions and reflex, the moments in context. What we did to please them, the reasons, the reasons And Hayley she got caught in a mess, she's got the next 5 weeks planned out paycheck to paycheck Saving for the great exodus, and then it will all make sense, we'll make sense of this mess And I just think it's unfair, the way you like to say that I don't care Or I'm not there when I'm still here, and every time we fight how it goes there And I just want you to know That when you left I really wanted to follow I know I lied. I know what I said. I don't know why Don't know why We're never coming back to this place (take you all can! take all you can carry!) But I just can't leave you this way We're too young, it's too entrapping to stay (I'll take all your hurt! I'll take all your hurt and carry it with me!) I think you'll understand some day, but for now you just say I keep “swimming away from your love” I keep “swimming away from your love” And the facts do prevail: yes I do make it tough I keep “swimming away from your love” And I know that it's nothing that you've never heard But I f**ed up the process when I said those words Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone Say “ain't it nice to f** up, and not be in it alone?” I know that it's nothing that you've never heard But I f**ed up the process when I said those words Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone Say “ain't it nice to f** up, and not be in it alone?” Yea, ain't it nice to f** up, and not be in it alone? Ain't it nice to f** up and not be in it alone?