[Intro] *girl crying* [Verse 1: Thandi] No pressure, you don't have to love me Just give me some time, just make me feel lucky When you lay with me night And when the sun comes up to meet the light You say that you don't care I'm big enough to handle it Just play in my hair and kiss me while the candles lit Your secrets safe with me and I won't tell I don't mind if you hurt me it's my own fault that I fell And I tell myself I need you, but you don't feel the same And double standards taught me I should let you play the game But I'm not ashamed of playing the fool Just call me beautiful You tell me things like you'll leave her when we both know that's not true And make promises of the things we both know you won't do Boy it's cool, I'll crumble alone And you gone live your life and only f** when in the zone And yeah you make me moan I put you on a throne; you won't pick up your phone But baby you make me feel grown So I persist to give you everything you want Even though you kept it real with me and you been blunt Saying that we won't be together and this is only lust And never equals never I'm on the same page as you There's nothing that I can explain to you To show you why [Chorus 1: Niambi] I just keep on giving I cannot keep living for you Got my mind spinning round You gon' let me drown But I'm sick of falling I wanna rise to love Rise to love Rise [Verse 2: Niambi] A weak woman goes where she is smiled at But I've never seen a smile quite like yours Said he loves me, he loves me not Well he's not sure but he knows he wants me Yeah he said I'm making him hot hot hot And so I let him take my top off I don't know thinking maybe things will pop off Or sparks from the physical signals to his mental for a certain type of spiritual relationship But, he just want the rhythm of my hips Placing seldom kisses upon my lips You know that quick fix satisfaction Bridging to nowhere, a fatal attraction Like whoa there, why did we go there so fast? We knew that purely matter never ever last Now morning gla** outside looking in While your bragging bout my a** to your friends And I know this all begins with my issues with men That's why [Chorus 2: Niambi] I keep on defending The fact that I'm depending on you I know it's true that A weak woman goes where she is smiled at But I've never seen a smile quite like yours Whether you love me or love me not I'll adore you forever more [Chorus 1:] And I'll just keep on giving I cannot keep living for you Got my mind spinning round You gon' let me drown But I'm sick of falling I wanna rise to love Rise to love Rise