Organized Chaos - As Life Silences Us... lyrics

Why god? Why does it have to be this way? Why her? Why not me? Why? Underneath the silky white sheet I make out your face another red dot puts the end to poet's words as life silences us. All hope has grown wings and flown away I am to blame (Between the sheets and us) Another drop falls, unnoticed in the pouring rain, as we stand paralyzed We have no idea what we have until it's gone Why God? I should be in that bed. I should be picked up for this. I should be dying, not her, oh, this is not happening! This is all a dream This must be a dream But the pain is so real Pulled down by the weight of life She breathes no more Under the weight of life we are So weak and small Pulled down by the weight of life She breathes no more Under the weight of life we are So weak and small Sit down The doctor's words have pushed me into trance This pain I couldn't bare Leaving me with just a memory And to wonder What could have been? If you are here to hear the news of our unborn child THIS WORLD IS NOTHING WITHOUT YOU WHY must d**h come so soon It's always too soon There is no god, there is no fate, there is no world Just nothingness There is no god, there is no fate, there is no world, there's nothing Pulled down by the weight of life She breathes no more Under the weight of life we are So weak and small I cannot look into my eyes And see what I've done We are too weak and the flesh is frail And torn apart …… now We are all already dead