Order of Isaz - Father d**h lyrics

All that I treasured, all that I loved Vanished away All that I used to hold up high I burnt down Now I'm standing at the very end Without empathy without no friends How could I get so weakened and blind? Tell me Under a moment of aberration I lost it all Little innocent spawn of mine Come back to me now Condemn since i was a little child To roam with the exiled How could I be so goddamned blind Oh, how I wish I could rewind I can't believe what I have done I've slowly k**ed my firstborn son What I've gained and what I've won I wish I had it all undone A last confession from my mind Affirmation of the sickest rind I can't believe what I have done... I stopped to breath in early days And I closed my eyes Didn't listen to what was said I was living in lies In a withering shroud of dust Built of all that I have lost it's gone too far, my vision's blind Now that I am dying here