Orchid Tapes - Alumni (w/ Ricky Eat Acid) lyrics

this is where i found out i was the boiling of the hate in my gut that i would have to learn to distrust this is where i found out my gun was filled up with a hate that i loved the echo of a boy who won't trust you are incredible i've seen you before and you don't even know you held me accountable i knew it before and it won't even show sift through the guards I take i've been wondering where I'll go i've been fighting and when the clouds overrun me still i'll be wondering where I'll go and why I'm fighting