take a look at my life do you see what I need? (you) better give me the knife (you) better leave me to bleed I hate my lies - I hate myself I hate my lies - I hate myself take a look in my eyes do you see what I see? (you) better take my advice (you) better listen to me: I can see I will never be home again I can see I will never be whole again I can see I will never be free again I can see I will never be me again read my mind - now you can see why I'll never be clean again I could lift you up, be your clown, make you smile I will f** you up, take you down, make you cry take a look in my face and then kiss me goodbye don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat? (you) better drop all your faith (you) better leave me to die don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat? I can see I will never be home again I can see I will never be whole again I can see I will never be free again I can see I will never be me again (I hate my lies - I hate myself) (I hate my lies - I hate myself) read my mind - now you can see why I'll never be clean again