ONOE CAPONOE - Behind the Wall of Sleep lyrics

{intro} If you‘re good - you live forever And if you‘re bad You die when you die {verse 1} Stand alone all up in the dark Blood (?) a candle with the beatin‘ heart Lead him far over to the black abyss starin‘ emotionless Velvet dinosaur with a kiss And then i‘ll freeze my lungs to breathe the planet Sacred handshake i‘m understandin‘ Breaking the gods with the palm of my hand (?) Got funkadelic yo my soul‘s reflectin‘ And movement in the universe so i got no recеption No time for talkin‘ From deep inside my mind i‘m steppin‘ I lost mysеlf or found myself dead when the (?) My foot in the grave still looking ablaze Found myself dead in water vapour floating for days They say it‘s never too late to get yourself up again So i picked up my dead body and flung it over my shoulder When the shards of the beach have left there in one piece {chorus} I love you but i can‘t trust you Don‘t know why i love you, but i can‘t trust you {verse 2} Look, look Landing the thunder in the skies when i first saw you Shoulda left you in the (?) then destroyed you I was born without you, girl, and i‘ve been here before you But my feelings overpowered me trying to ignore you Shoulda left you in that single daydream Now i‘m a prisoner of feelings and they‘re always changing Tryna say you love me but you your words‘s jammed Last night i saw you in a dream with another man Still in sorrow; a victim of tomorrow Deep inside the forest but no longer hollow ‘cus i was born without you, girl, and i‘ve been here before you My past alone, you wonder when you walk alone i saw you Tried to say i love you but my words‘ jammed Hopefully one day you understand who the fu*k i am Trying to work out who i am behind the wall of sleep I travel deeply through bath water to find your memories The cemetery calling out to me, but i don‘t speak Like i don‘t speak to people no more i am free to weep To read to grieve or follow the way just like an autumn leaf No hype to be then walking dead and i can hardly see No future just my fu*king past My hourglass smashed into shards and still in camouflage But how much longer can i mask my pain? Just wanna blast mich fu*king brain out and never start again But that‘s the cycle when i always end up on this planet Don‘t understand all the people what are walking on it Tried to (?) i got a problem ‘cus everything that used to love me has since long forgotten {chorus} I love you but i can‘t trust you Don‘t know why i love you, but i can‘t trust you