Onlap - The awakening lyrics

If i bleed tonight If i am sad tonight I don't have a job to find (if i) Work tonight If i'm so tired tonight I'll fall asleep when i'm home When i'm home I was just so far from here Focused on my own way Without never looking back To those who lived in fear There was nothing i could do There was nothing you said That could make me realize How much lucky i was Just out of reach of this fire I was not aware of this nightmare But when i start to see those eyes Begging for help and begging for hope I just need to open my eyes now To try to change and to search how To be someone among others I've got to try (and if i) There's no name to call The ones that can't see The light that shines Above their lives I can't say my life is crap I have to see them too I just lived into my world Far from the pain they feel Just out of reach of this fire I was not aware of this nightmare But when i start to see those eyes Begging for help and begging for hope I just need to open my eyes now To try to change and to search how To be someone among others I've got to try (and if i) I was so wrong I was so blind I was so dumb and out of time I was so wrong I was so blind When i'm home When i'm home When i'm home When i'm home