Oneiroid Psychosis - The Sardonic Smile lyrics

My life has changed I will never be the same A bitterness in me This is not how I thought I'd ever be I once was innocent I once was pure What happened to me What was it for Disappointment, distrust, disbelief Is this worth living for All our lives we search for contentment Only to hold it for a while Inside we harbor resentment that we hide behind a smile