Oneiroid Psychosis - Birth and d**h lyrics

Birth and d**h *** This song is about a friend who committed suicide by leaping off a bridge into a river in 2002, a few days before her birthday. She left a husband and baby girl behind. *** Sunlight flares on the liquid sky My bridge has burnt away Now too late to change my mind I've drank too much of this bitter wine Here all is silent and calm I no longer hear the call Another beginning, another end I didn't want this to happen again A hole that the rain can not fill The world flows in but its empty still Secrets hide in the nothingness Secrets never to be confessed Wind and ash and rust Change everything to dust My destiny descends on me Now I rush to rejoin the sea River carry me Just like the autumn leaves At least so near the end River my final friend So many things I'll never be Now I rush to rejoin the sea