[Verse 1] Deep in my thoughts as I sip on this cold water Thinking what my life would be if I went across the border So much in my mind feels like a hoarder Life with poverty, man this not what I ordered But I keep on living and I Keep forgiving my friends that turned to enemies Losing stress with Hennessey But it turned out not to be that bad I either get k**ed or go to school so I can graduate I just imaginate all of the times Now I sit here all alone just writing rhymes Couldn't get a mate but one day I will find What's in the past, I'mma leave that behind Until then I'mma stay on my grind And stay straight on the line But until I die I'mma keep my focus on my life and my future Going back to the basics like I used to A. Ross for life [Hook] When you living seems like everybody dying Well tell me mama why you crying When I speak the truth it seems like everybody lying Try so hard not to hide it When you sell your soul, it seems like everybody want to buy it I don't wanna love it but I like it Trynna get inside my mind, I guess everyone a psychic I guess everyone a psychic [Verse 2] When you lose the good it starts to turn bad Living so happy, but deep inside you're sad As I grow I watch the good times fade And I start to see the little black kids misbehave They better change or they'll end up in a grave What if we were the ones who were slaves But don't take it too far I don't want the clothes, the fame, and the car We living so blue, are we the true avatars But feel me It turns out everyone but me wants to k** me God I need you severely But n***as act innocent when they guilty I play it fair but n***as so used to cheating I think we need 50 lashes from a beating I'm coming for the k**, don't hate me I'm just keeping it real I think heart is made out of steel But if you know me for real I'm always there for my loved ones to fight It's A-E-R-O for life Get it right Sing [Hook] When you living seems like everybody dying Well tell me mama why you crying When I speak the truth it seems like everybody lying Try so hard not to hide it When you sell your soul, it seems like everybody want to buy it I don't wanna love it but I like it Trynna get inside my mind, I guess everyone a psychic I guess everyone a psychic [Outro] This for everyone Stay strong, live long I hope you understand what I said by the end of this song