This violates everything that you've started here, you've started here And I won't wait or hesitate to become what you fear, I've become what you... I've been waiting for so long, for you to come back home, for you to come back home And they were changing everything to say you worked alone, to say you worked alone It was nice to know you worked alone Was it the way I lost all control or just the way I let you down Was it the way you thought that no one knows How you waited for years and no one showed Tell me did you have your turn, lesson learned You put your hope in love, not to fail, not to burn you You have holes in your heart and x's for eyes You know you always say pa** when you never chose sides You were a failure to launch, your blueprints were hard to write And I won't change or hide mistakes from those you hold dear, from those you hold And I won't wait or hesitate, to become what you need, if you are alive or dead It's all the same to me Was the way I lost all control or just the way I let you down Was it the way you thought that no one knows How you waited for years and no one showed Tell me did you have your turn, lesson learned You put your hope in love, not to fail, not to burn you You have holes in your heart and x's for eyes You know you always say pa** when you never chose sides You know you always say pa** when you never chose sides You were a failure to launch, your blueprints were drawn to right Cause you were my light when I needed day You were my hope in the dark, when I knew I was lost You were the words when I needed to pray You were my savior You are the ground that was never found when they started the earth Thinking you were the sound on God's lips These words were holding you down And I couldn't save you, save you Was the way I lost all control or just the way I let you down Was it the way you thought that no one knows How you waited for years and no one showed Tell me did you have your turn, lesson learned You put your hope in love, not to fail, not to burn You have holes in your heart and x's for eyes You were a failure to launch, your blueprints were drawn to right You were letting go of me, you never even tried It was written on your face, but you couldn't say goodbye You always lose your way in mist of all your lies You had a soul no one could save but a heart for Jesus Christ When you lose your faith there will be no one left to blame I hope you are thinking of my face, I hope you are dreaming of my name When they started the earth, thinking you were the sound on God's lips These words were holding you down and I couldn't save you, save you