On My Honor - Under Yellow Lights lyrics

My heart doesn't beat like it should I can feel it in my throat With every paralyzing through Ever full-breath attempted note No, I'm not the same But what's that ever mean? I'm too tired to contemplate Each tick and miss that propel me And I still over think Every single thing It's not like Me to stay so far down But everybody knows we can't take care of ourselves Still having trouble but I've learned to sleep Through shoulder pains and dreams of spitting bloody teeth Reminding me There are some things better left alone And other truths That only stay at bay so long I'm taking steps to see Maybe there's more to me It's not like Me to stay so far down But everybody knows we can't take care of ourselves Never been one to fall to circumstance Not with all these helping hands that Hold me up when I can't understand myself Skeletons removed Through talks and time Under the cover Of yellow lights It took a while for me to discover That some best friends are simply better than others It's not like Me to stay so far down But everybody knows we can't take care of ourselves Never been one to fall to circumstance Not with all these helping hands that Hold me up when I can't understand myself