Olivia O'Brien - We Lied to Each Other lyrics

You say you built up walls Baby, I built myself up a whole goddamn house It's a hundred feet tall So don't even try to break in It's made to keep you out Every time I let somebody in They let me down, I can't come out again And I build up the walls a little higher So I'm sorry if I don't believe your sh** I just think I might be running out of bricks Cause it turns out that everyone's a liar Like I lied when I said I don't care And you lied when you told me you did And we lied to each other and it isn't fair We lied to each other And I'd do it again I know if I saw you right now I would run away faster Say, "I just wanna be friends" So you don't figure out that my walls are just gla** The problem is that there's a difference You're a criminal and I am innocent You're beautiful but the truth is ugly I never had your bad intentions I just kinda sorta didn't mention That I want you cause I know you'll never love me So I lied when I said I don't care And you lied when you told me you did And we lied to each other and it isn't fair We lied to each other The only explanation For this sad situation is that I love to be in pain I don't think I'm worthy I don't think I'm deserving of love That's why I play these games So I lied when I said I don't care And you lied when you told me you did And we lied to each other and it isn't fair We lied to each other And we lied to each other We lied to each other We lied to each other We lied to each other And I'd do it again