Okular - Birth Through Loss lyrics

“If I open my heart Does it hurt as much As the ways in which I k** myself?” Delusions of a meaningful tomorrow From today’s stupidity or a miracle? Glued to a cart and its medicated bull “Freedom, individuality” – a consumerist trance Progressive stances, no obligation Reify all that you don’t see Drown in the pleasures of not feeling yourself Driven, beaten, no one at home No one at home Tomorrow will come wrathfully All attempts have failed Screaming, more of the same The nature of identity But if I open my heart (if I open) Does it hurt as much (as much) As the ways in which I k** myself? The ways in which I veil myself Vacuity, our core Veiled by sores Feel so good when not alone Together in misery Our common insanity The inability to express ourelves Meaningless respect “Freedom, individuality” – a consumerist trance Drown in the pleasures of not feeling yourself Driven, beaten, no one at home Screams could purify Like a river Express, let go See what arrives Not what we expected All the rejected If I open my heart (If I open) Does it hurt as much As the ways in which I k** myself? If I open my heart Always a time for change – now But without willingness, it´s just another form of violence A sea of fear and possibilites Relentless, benevolent, losing all and nothing But if I open my heart (if I open) Does it hurt as much (as much) As the ways in which I k** myself? The ways in which I veil myself The cancer of the mind Suffocation, in control f**ed up deities Praised within this shell As I open my heart It does not hurt as much As the ways in which I k**ed myself [in the background: "There is love" [3x]] For there is love