Oh, Manhattan - Giving Up Your Ghosts lyrics

I question your integrity but I keep it to myself Overdose is imminent but only time can tell So long, I'll see you in hell With all the other jezebels who traded their affections for shotgun shells I know one boy who won't sleep alone tonight Accompanied by h**n and slipping self pride Just keep up your head, and try to be polite This will be over real soon Dear god my friends are dead tell me what you've done with them Engraved on marble walls, they're just ghosts of old graveyards And I'm making there mistakes even knowing what I know I'm tired of screaming At myself with this microphone Well we've spent half our lives trying to chase down our highs, and god knows we've Caught them one to many times I've never felt so dead and alive, then he looked at me with blood shot eyes I've got the needle if you've got the stuff, I said I'm giving up my ghosts he said You'll never have enough He got that sh** from jersey, it's the best you'll find, he didn't know it'd k** him but The thought must have crossed his mind Shot up through my veins, chemicals to my brain I'm coming to see you again Shot up through my veins, chemicals to my brain I'm coming up to see you I'll be there in a matter of days I'll find the answers I've been meaning to find Because I am awaiting my time Until ascension to the silver line To find that there is nothing to find And that d**h is why we were designed