Off With Their Heads - Nightlife lyrics

I left it to chance; I never should've let this get so far out of hand But I'll do anything to not be alone 'cause when I'm alone you know I'll… I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I'd left behind And they rip me apart and I realize… Don't be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it inside I know I'm sick and I'm not right. I'm so f**ing tired of living this life I made for myself, I'm sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light I hope this explains my problem to you, because I feel like this every night Don't wanna be like this, anxious and angry or hopeless and upset- all the time Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try I've never felt worse in my whole life Don't be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it in stride I know I'm sick and I'm not right. I'm so f**ing tired of living this life I made for myself, I'm sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light I hope this explains my problem to you, because I feel like this every night Feel like this every night (Night after night)